A Face (value) Connection.

Paranoia traits aren't as easily removed as one would fool themselves into believing. A sudden boost in confidence, is... upon realization. Only that. A sudden boost.
That's not to say that that boost won't last a long time.. I just feel that eventually, like with most other traits, it will come up time and time again.
A face connection.
The parallels and connotations are what gets me the most (/worst). Images are always horrible. Linked to things that have zero intention or need for such.
Nothing can lay or stay how it is without the need for a blinder or path to direct you to it. So upsetting, especially when you keep in mind original intentions. That can be shattered by personal opinions... which I'm well aware are not necessary and should be ignored.

I talked about this to a friend last week, who mentioned the idea of just wearing a mask. I retorted at how I'd done that, but if you wear a mask for long enough that becomes your face anyway.

Sometimes, it's just better if no one can see you, because then no conclusion can be drawn. Images are always so disturbing and have zero connection to anything. It's strange, that things can't just be how it is. It's all in one with most people. They have it. The live connection, and face connection, the look. To the point where, it almost doesn't even matter about the music on it's own, because it's all connected, and becomes something larger, and really great. I see no negatives in other people. Always a fan. I love the idea of it. I just wish I could execute it, I definitely can't..

The ideal would be no face. Of course. A terrificly stupid notion. But at least I wouldn't cringe at the words / images that I fight to try and bend at an ungodly angle.

None of this really means anything, and the guilt of even writing something like this down, undermines the whole sentiment anyway.
The irony being that after all of this yet another image will eventually be strewn. So what is the best bet? Sheesh!